Ed Sheeran《F64》
[00:00.00]F64 - Ed Sheeran (艾德·希兰)
[00:05.52]Composed by:Daniel Benson/David Omoregie/Ed Sheeran/Fred Gibson/JAE5/Vata Sonzi
[00:11.04]Yo Jam this is a letter to you
[00:12.96]Jam 这封是我写给你的信
[00:12.96]It's been a while but it's been hard for me to get in the booth
[00:15.54]这段时间以来 难过的我无心踏进录音棚
[00:15.54]And since we last spoke I've become a father of two
[00:17.97]犹记得上次见面的情景 不曾想如今我也是两个孩子的父亲了
[00:17.97]Trying to live life with a smile but that's been harder to do
[00:20.76]试着笑对生活 但这笑容也满是苦涩
[00:20.76]'Cause all I wanna do is talk about you
[00:22.77]而我只想追忆缅怀对你的不舍
[00:22.77]But these tears won't let me talk about you
[00:24.54]只是我早已泪流满面泣不成声
[00:24.54]We should've known that we'd be lost without you
[00:26.31]早该明白 没有了你的我们像是迷惘的孩子
[00:26.31]Therapy sessions digging deep in depression
[00:28.35]治疗会深入挖掘抑郁的成因
[00:28.35]I got a life full of blessings but this just breaks my f**king heart
[00:31.71]我感恩我的幸福生活 只是得知你的死讯后我心痛欲绝
[00:31.71]At your birthday couldn't even crack a smile
[00:33.63]你生日的那天 我完全笑不出来
[00:33.63]I just cried and left the party Neesh I'll see you in a while
[00:36.03]我只是哭着离开 Neesh晚点见
[00:36.03]Headed to the mural got some jerk wings and plantain
[00:38.58]我走向壁画那边 准备了些鸡翅和香蕉
[00:38.58]'Cause that is the way that me and you would celebrate it
[00:41.10]这是独属于我为你的庆生方式
[00:41.10]I never knew you touched the stuff 'cause you'd always bad me up
[00:43.98]我从不知道你会沾染** 因为你始终力挺我
[00:43.98]You saw me more than drunk you always hated what it does
[00:46.35]你看到过我酩酊大醉时的丑态 你一如既往的更加痛恨酒精
[00:46.35]Before Lyra I just stopped I haven't even wanted one
[00:48.81]有了Lyra之后 我没想过我还会有个女儿
[00:48.81]I can't get over this is f**ked man I wished I'd known
[00:51.30]太煎熬了 我快要撑不下去 哥们 我真希望我能早点明白
[00:51.30]And yo we cried for nine nights in your family home
[00:53.82]接连九个夜晚 我们在你家门前为你哀悼
[00:53.82]Laid you to rest in the ground but without a stone
[00:56.40]让你入土为安 并未立碑不想旁人扰了你的安宁
[00:56.40]You know it hits me most at moments now when I'm alone
[00:59.13]你懂得 我享受一个人独处的静谧时光
[00:59.13]Every morning I remember that you're really gone
[01:01.56]每个清晨都会猛然想起 你已不在人世
[01:01.56]'Cause it's been a long night and I cry 'cause I miss my brother
[01:05.37]漫长煎熬的夜晚 我默默泪流只因对你的思念
[01:05.37]You know for life got your sis and mother
[01:07.83]这一生你不曾忘记你的妹妹和妈妈
[01:07.83]And day and night it still hits that you're gone
[01:10.59]日日夜夜 我无时不刻沉浸于你离去的噩耗中
[01:10.59]And right now I'm spilling tears in my cup
[01:12.78]此时此刻 我不禁泪流满面
[01:12.78]You left the world before you met Jupiter
[01:15.48]在我第二个女儿出生前你就匆匆离世
[01:15.48]Wish you'd have known you would be godfather
[01:18.00]如果你能早点知道你是我孩子的教父该多好
[01:18.00]You would've loved loving my little girls
[01:20.58]你也会爱上我的两个女儿
[01:20.58]If not for them I'd be done with the world
[01:22.83]若不是因为那两个小天使 我想我会这个世界彻底绝望
[01:22.83]Was there two hours after you passed
[01:24.54]得知你去世的两个小时后 我马不停蹄地赶过去
[01:24.54]Speeding east to west silent in the back of the car
[01:26.97]车由东向西极速飞驰 在后座的我沉默不语
[01:26.97]Was at your mum's there all week trying to make sense but I can't
[01:29.76]整整一周都在你妈妈那儿想要弄明白怎么回事 可我就是无法接受这一事实
[01:29.76]And although it's been a year still feel the pain in my heart
[01:32.37]尽管已过去了一年 我的心仍是隐隐作痛
[01:32.37]'Cause you were there from the start
[01:33.42]因为相识之初 你便不曾离开
[01:33.42]The day we met yeah I moved in and we were never apart
[01:35.91]我们相遇的那天 你我就进驻彼此的心底 不曾分离
[01:35.91]People assumed that we were lovers but we're brothers in arms
[01:38.61]旁人都觉得我们是恋人 其实我们只是手足情深
[01:38.61]Symbiotic bond of love and gave each other a chance my god
[01:42.42]爱的共生纽带给了彼此机会
[01:42.42]Ah
[01:43.14]F**k sake lately I've been crying so much my lungs ache
[01:46.56]痛哭的次数太多 心口隐隐作痛
[01:46.56]Teardrops all over my shirt like blood stains
[01:49.14]泪水如血迹打湿我的衬衫
[01:49.14]And I know to heal a heart it must break
[01:51.45]我清楚该如何治愈一颗注定碎裂的心
[01:51.45]But I'm done praying
[01:52.74]而我也不再祈求上帝伸出援手
[01:52.74]They gave me a shovel at your burial and
[01:54.99]你的葬礼上 他们给了我一把铁铲
[01:54.99]Watching you get lowered is something I can't forget at all
[01:57.36]眼睁睁看着你被安葬地底 这画面我仍是记忆犹新
[01:57.36]And people find and stop me in the street and say it's terrible
[02:00.30]有人街头拦住我跟我说真的太糟了
[02:00.30]But they don't know you like I knew you and they never will
[02:02.85]而他们不像我一样了解你懂你 他们永远不懂
[02:02.85]No one saw the nights turn into day when we were battle rapping
[02:05.55]无人知晓我们彻夜不眠激情说唱PK
[02:05.55]No one saw the belly laugh and every train to somewhere random
[02:08.13]无人知晓我们欢声笑语的搭乘火车的目的地都是随机
[02:08.13]No one saw the holidays and then our first experience clubbing
[02:10.65]无人知晓那次度假是我们第一次泡吧
[02:10.65]No one knew the things you did for me and never asked for nothing
[02:13.20]无人明白你对我不求回报的付出
[02:13.20]No one read the conversations of the moves that we were planning
[02:15.72]无人知晓关于未来我们所探讨的想法
[02:15.72]No one knew about the way you felt the scene left you abandoned
[02:18.30]无人明白此刻你的感受 任你孤独承受所有
[02:18.30]No one knew about your fears 'cause you would hide them with a smile
[02:20.82]无人明白你的恐惧担忧 因为这都会隐藏于你的笑容之后
[02:20.82]No one knew when people took an inch you would give 'em a mile
[02:23.34]无人明白你的别人敬我一尺 我还予一丈
[02:23.34]'Cause that was always Jamal SB to the crowd
[02:25.86]这始终是Jamal Edwards的为人处世之道
[02:25.86]They used to shout your net worth but they don't mention it now
[02:28.32]有人曾到处宣扬你的身家 而如今他们已不再提起
[02:28.32]They hear about your good deeds and infectious smile
[02:30.93]听闻了你的善举 看见了你富有感染力的笑容
[02:30.93]A golden heart that's still remembered is worth more than a crown
[02:33.39]一颗仍被世人铭记的善良的心 比虚无的荣耀更有意义
[02:33.39]I promised sixty-four bars and now I keep it to Tanisha
[02:36.06]我名下SBTV(英国地下Urban音乐的平台)的股份会转交给Tanisha
[02:36.06]Mummy Isaac the gang but I just wish that you'd seen it
[02:38.55]你妈妈以及Isaac还有这帮弟兄 而我希望天堂的你能看到
[02:38.55]I can't accept that you're gone or the grief that I'm feeling
[02:41.13]至今我都无法接受你已离开人世 以及这消息所带来的悲伤
[02:41.13]I prayed to God for answers but he still won't give me a reason
[02:43.71]我向上帝祈求个答案 但祂并未给我任何理由
[02:43.71]I think about you every day nothing will take this pain away
[02:46.95]我每天都想念着你 没什么能够消除这种痛苦
[02:46.95]I'll keep your legacy amazing mate
[02:48.75]兄弟 我会继承你的遗志
[02:48.75]The conversations at your grave's the only way to be close
[02:51.36]在你墓前说说话 似乎是贴近你的唯一方式
[02:51.36]I know you'll greet me with a smile on the day that I go
[02:53.88]我明白在我离世的那天 你一定会微笑着迎接我
[02:53.88]'Cause it's been a long night and I cry 'cause I miss my brother
[02:57.75]漫长煎熬的夜晚 我默默泪流只因对你的思念
[02:57.75]And for life got your sis and mother
[03:00.18]这一生你不曾忘记你的妹妹和妈妈
[03:00.18]You know I cry 'cause I miss my brother
[03:03.11]我默默泪流只因我想念我的兄弟
[03:03.11]My brother was SBTV
[03:08.011]我的兄弟-Jamal Edwards是SBTV之魂